I would never tell him I didn't think we could ever communicate....
I asked him if he ever thought we could cimmunicate...He said he was beginning to highly doubt it.... then left to Fresno.
Lord jesus....what do I do?
Never thought that I would hear my husband thought it highly likely We could communucate.... I know you mean me.... I'm sorry that I don't meet your expectations.... I re read some very personal blogs of mine...This is not a new place for us.... I guess it's up to us to choose to work past it, ignore it or come to terms with it. I'm exhausted with always being wrong. I'm not sure you're capable of thinking you ever do anything wrong.... I'm tired of stuffing my feelings...just as I'm sure you are. Everything is always my fault.... communication...financial....everything... I am taking full responsibility. ... ..I'm sorry for being such a dissapointment....
