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2 Peter 3 (NIV) - Bible.Logos.com

2 Peter 3 (NIV) - Bible.Logos.com

Father, I desire to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with you. I feel such an urgency at the moment Lord, for the unreached. Especially my children and family members that don't live for you. Father, please use me. Consume me from the inside out, that I may be a vessel that is worthy of being called your child. Use me, Change me.... but even more Lord, please be with Miranda and Deven - call them, draw them to you. Bind the enemy father that they would serve you. Bring Godly spouses to them, if that is your will. Lord I give you the precious lives you gave me so many years ago. Forgive me for not always following you and being an example that glorifies your love.

The Day of the Lord

3 Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking. 2 I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Savior through your apostles.

3 First of all, you must understand that in the last days scoffers will come, scoffing and following their own evil desires. 4 They will say, “Where is this ‘coming’ he promised? Ever since our fathers died, everything goes on as it has since the beginning of creation.” 5 But they deliberately forget that long ago by God’s word the heavens existed and the earth was formed out of water and by water. 6 By these waters also the world of that time was deluged and destroyed. 7 By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire, being kept for the day of judgment and destruction of ungodly men.

8 But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. 9 The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything in it will be laid bare.a

11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives 12 as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming.b That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. 13 But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, the home of righteousness.

14 So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with him. 15 Bear in mind that our Lord’s patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him. 16 He writes the same way in all his letters, speaking in them of these matters. His letters contain some things that are hard to understand, which ignorant and unstable people distort, as they do the other Scriptures, to their own destruction.

17 Therefore, dear friends, since you already know this, be on your guard so that you may not be carried away by the error of lawless men and fall from your secure position. 18 But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen.

Joyce Meyer: Spiritual Warfare

Joyce Meyer: Spiritual Warfare

This is amazing. I've been feeling - down? Overwhelmed? Lonely? Not sure exactly what I'm feeling...but this devotional spoke to me very loudly!

Colossians 3:15 (New International Version)

15Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.

"You are waging spiritual warfare when you give radical praise to God in the midst of your need and lack. When you are thankful to God for all he has done and is doing, you are defeating the enemy. When you hold your peace in the midst of the storm, you are warring with spiritual weapons. (see 2 Cor 10:4-5)" From Joyce Meyer

Wow...good stuff!

Ephesians 1:15-23

¹⁵For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, ¹⁶I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers. ¹⁷I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit^f]">[f] of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. ¹⁸I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, ¹⁹and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength, ²⁰which he exerted in Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms, ²¹far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every title that can be given, not only in the present age but also in the one to come. ²²And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church, ²³which is his body, the fullness of him who fills everything in every way.

Lord, this is my heart's cry - please do not take your holy spirit from me....

Definitions and Resources

I am reading Ruby Payne's Understanding Poverty

The working definition of poverty is "the extent to which an individual does without resources". The resources she discusses are listed below:

1. Financial: Having the money to purchase goods and services.
2. Emotional: Being able to choose and control emotional responses, particularly to negative situations, without engaging in self-destructive behavior. This is an internal resource and hows itself through stamina, perseverance, and choice. I think of family that I love here. I believe my mom was from a poverty stricken area, if not family in her younger years. If the sins of the father (and mother) are passed from generation to generations, then it makes sense that this theory - not being able to control emotional responses, would also be passed from generation to generation, unless there is a mentor somewhere along the line to change the patterns, or help teach new ones. I see where this affects people in my family, here. When things get hard - and they do for everyone, he engages in self-destructive behavior. (There was even a verse in Leviticus I think, that said we are to pray for the sins of our father - goes hand in hand with bondage breakers and Mr. Ramirez's conversation this week)
3. Mental - Having the mental abilities and acquired skills (reading, writing, computing) to deal with daily life.
4. Spiritual, Believing in diving purpose and guidance.
5. Physical - Having physical health and mobility.
6. Support systems: having friends, family , and back up resources available to access in times of need. These are external resources.
7. Relationships/Role Models: Having frequent access to adults who are appropriate, who are nurturing to the child, and who do not engage in self-destructive behavior.
8. Knowledge of Hidden Rules: Knowing the unspoken cues and habits of a group. (A hidden rule in poverty include the noise level being high (The TV is on and everyone talks at once)
   

That's really amazing - when I think of these things- my mom falls into many of them, which kept her in poverty.

Now - how to incorporate this to help our students....

A Crisis Can Lead to Healing Choices - Tools @ PurposeDriven.com

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Considering the issues at hand - this is so timely! God is so good.... Praying he uses me - to reach others. Even those I don't like!

So much to pray about!

Phil 4:4-7

⁴Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! ⁵Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. ⁶Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. ⁷And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

I am excited about what God is getting ready to do.... even if it's just a changed heart! So many things to pray about -----

Property
Family relationships
Serving him
Working

On top of the normal every day stuff - like kids - family - triathlon tomorrow!

Avon Walk for Breast Cancer

Sarah walked in the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer. It was a 2 day walk - 26.2 miles on Sat....13.1 on Sunday. I am so impressed with how strong she is to do that. When we were there on Sunday, I was so thankful for dark glasses. Everything made me cry...I even have tears rolling as I write this now... My own mom died from Breast Cancer in 2007.... well not really from the cancer, she did have two episodes and had a masectomy - but from so many other complications - and one of the Leukemia type diseases she had was from the chemo due to breast cancer. I was also sad, knowing that Sarah lost her mom to this horrible disease...which means Craig lost his first wife... It just all seems so unfair....

I wondered why he didn't show more emotion - and then in my bible study this week - the answer arose... In the book Secrets - Transforming your life and marriage - the author writes: A woman generally processes emotion by talking openly. A man often processes emotion by taking action and he needs a safe environment in orter to express how he feels. When I asked how the day affected him - he said it brought back memories.... I was amazed - how can a day like that just bring back memories? I'd think it would bring back so much more.... It was a hard day for me -


Avon does an incredible job.... they give the money out immediately - incredible!

Picasa Web Albums - Craig & Lori Lackey - Sept2009

Picasa Web Albums - Craig & Lori Lackey - Sept2009

Went to visit Dad for a little while - Labor Day Weekend...

Craig and I went for a quad ride and rolled up on some wild Mustangs... Incredible site!

Gmail - September 2, 2009 - Resisting Discouragement - Daily Devotional - llackey08@gmail.com

Gmail - September 2, 2009 - Resisting Discouragement - Daily Devotional - llackey08@gmail.com

This is just such incredibly timing! Last night - amongst other issues that required more of my emotion, Missy told me that there were four offers on the house we both really like - and they were strong. We were advised to look elsewhere. I want to quit at times, and I admit, this morning, I felt that if we could just DO something right away, we'd be in a house soon - then I realized - after crying on my way to the gym - that God CAN and WILL lead me through my husband - even if I don't like where too.... I feel God very much at work in my life. Father, I desire to follow and TRUST you - in all things - work, home, husband - kids. .... Tony.... Please allow your righteousness to shine through me!

September 2, 2009 Resisting Discouragement by Rick Warren “So don’t get tired of doing what is good. Don’t get discouraged and give up, for we will reap a harvest of blessing at the appropriate time” (Galatians 6:9 NLT).

There are many things that work to keep us from completing our life-missions. Over the years, I’ve debated whether the worst enemy is procrastination or discouragement. If Satan can’t get us to put off our life missions, then he’ll try to get us to quit altogether. The apostle Paul teaches that we need to resist discouragement: “So don’t get tired of doing what is good. Don’t get discouraged and give up” (Galatians 6:9 NLT). Do you ever get tired of doing what’s right? I think we all do. Sometimes it seems easier to do the wrong thing than the right thing. When we’re discouraged, we become ineffective. When we’re discouraged, we work against our own faith. When I’m discouraged, I’m saying, “It can’t be done.” That’s the exact opposite of saying, “I know God can do it because he said . . . .” Ask yourself these questions: • How do I handle failure? • When things don’t go my way, do I get grumpy? • When things don’t go my way, do I get frustrated? • When things don’t go my way, do I start complaining? • Do I finish what I start? • How would I rate on persistence? If you’re discouraged, don’t give up without a fight. Nothing worthwhile ever happens without endurance and energy. When an artist starts to create a sculpture, he has to keep chipping away. He doesn’t hit the chisel with the hammer once, and suddenly all the excess stone falls away revealing a beautiful masterpiece. He keeps hitting it and hitting it, chipping away at the stone. And that’s true of life, too. Nothing really worthwhile ever comes easy in life. You keep hitting it and going after it, and little-by-little your life becomes a masterpiece of God’s grace. The fact is, great people are really just ordinary people with an extraordinary amount of determination. Great people don’t know how to quit.

Being Meek

Meekness isn't generally one of those characteristics we respect in others. Max Lucado's A Glimpse of Glory addresses meekness a different way...

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1. humbly patient or docile, as under provocation from others.
2. overly submissive or compliant; spiritless; tame.
3. Obsolete. gentle; kind.

I believe that Godly Meekness is 1 & 3 - When I asked Craig if he thought he was meek, he said no. I believe he is though - not the #2 kind - but he's definitely humble, patient gentle and kind...

I can only hope to learn from him - and from the word...

Psalm 25:8-9 (New International Version)

8 Good and upright is the LORD;
therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.
9 He guides the humble in what is right
and teaches them his way.

Psalm 37:5-11 (New International Version)

⁵ Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this:

⁶ He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. I'm definitely praying for this in my life...

⁷ Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. I admit, this scares me some - because when they carry out their wicked schemes, they hurt people. When Satan carries out his wickedness - those I love hurt... and the last thing I want is for those I love to be in pain.

⁸ Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. HA! This is so hard to do- but I have learned in the last week when you are dealing with someone that is using, you can not ever ever ever win an argument - so why even bother? Love - that is the answer - even if people don't think your actions are loving.

⁹ For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the LORD will inherit the land. Lord, I desire that more hope in you - that none would perish, but would have life with you - eternal!

¹⁰ A little while, and the wicked will be no more; though you look for them, they will not be found.

¹¹ But the meek will inherit the land and enjoy great peace.

Luke 14:7-11 (New International Version)

⁷When he noticed how the guests picked the places of honor at the table, he told them this parable: ⁸"When someone invites you to a wedding feast, do not take the place of honor, for a person more distinguished than you may have been invited. ⁹If so, the host who invited both of you will come and say to you, 'Give this man your seat.' Then, humiliated, you will have to take the least important place. ¹⁰But when you are invited, take the lowest place, so that when your host comes, he will say to you, 'Friend, move up to a better place.' Then you will be honored in the presence of all your fellow guests. ¹¹For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted."

Good practical advice if you ask me!

1 Peter 3:1-4 (New International Version)

1 Peter 3

Wives and Husbands

¹Wives, in the same way be submissive to your husbands so that, if any of them do not believe the word, they may be won over without words by the behavior of their wives, ²when they see the purity and reverence of your lives. ³Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. ⁴Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.

I have always wanted a quiet and gentle spirit....I know without a doubt that it can only come from God.

1 Peter 5:6-9 (New International Version)

⁶Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. ⁷Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.

⁸Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. ⁹Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that your brothers throughout the world are undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

Gmail - August 26, 2009 - God Says You Are Forgiven - Daily Devotional - llackey08@gmail.com

Gmail - August 26, 2009 - God Says You Are Forgiven - Daily Devotional - llackey08@gmail.com

What a timely devotion! This morning I was reading in Romans - 6: 11In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus. 12Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires. 13Do not offer the parts of your body to sin, as instruments of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God, as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer the parts of your body to him as instruments of righteousness. 14For sin shall not be your master, because you are not under law, but under grace.
Slaves to Righteousness 15What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? By no means! 16Don't you know that when you offer yourselves to someone to obey him as slaves, you are slaves to the one whom you obey—whether you are slaves to sin, which leads to death, or to obedience, which leads to righteousness? 17But thanks be to God that, though you used to be slaves to sin, you wholeheartedly obeyed the form of teaching to which you were entrusted. 18You have been set free from sin and have become slaves to righteousness.



And Romans 7:14-25 Romans 7:14-25 (New International Version)

14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[a] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22For in my inner being I delight in God's law; 23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.


We have been set free from sin! I belong to Jesus - Grace is how I ought to live - If God forgives my sin through Jesus, then who am I to hold on to it? Why do I continually beat myself up? I'm allowing Satan a place in my heart - The good I want to do, I don't do. Instead I do what I don't want to do. Nothing good lives in me, I am sinful, therefore it is God/Jesus' grace that needs to live in me. When I allow too much negativity in me, I push the Spirit out. he is a gentleman, and just like he wont demand a place in anyone's life, he wont demand that he sin on the throne of my life! He just sits off to the side, and says, I love you, let's talk when you are ready!

This was freeing today. Thank you Jesus for forgiving me, I desire to have room for your grace and your grace alone. I no longer want to hold on to bitterness.

Lake Ride with Miranda

I am so thankful for my kids! Miranda and I went for a ride at the Lake on Sunday - Annie and Bucky did great! Even if they were slow!!!!!!

Praying God's Will

We really like this house - and know that if it's God's will, He will provide. If it's not, I pray that I'm content either way. I really need the peace that passes all understanding... Phil 4:4-7 4Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

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this is probably THE most timely devotional I've ever received in my in - box.... Thank you God

Further Study - Max Lucado

Deut 4:29
29 sBut from there you will seek the Lord your God and you will find him, if you search after him with all your heart and with all your soul. 30 When you are in tribulation, and all these things come upon you tin the latter days, you will return to the Lord your God and obey his voice. 31 For the Lord your God is ua merciful God. vHe will not leave you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers that he swore to them.

8 qCome, behold the works of the Lord,

how he has brought desolations on the earth.

9 rHe makes wars cease to the end of the earth;

he sbreaks the bow and shatters the spear;

the burns the chariots with fire.

10 u“Be still, and know that I am God.

vI will be exalted among the nations,

I will be exalted in the earth!”

11 pThe Lord of hosts is with us;

the God of Jacob is our fortress. Selah

Psalm 105

1 Give thanks to the LORD, call on his name;
make known among the nations what he has done.

2 Sing to him, sing praise to him;
tell of all his wonderful acts.

3 Glory in his holy name;
let the hearts of those who seek the LORD rejoice.

4 Look to the LORD and his strength;
seek his face always.

Luke 4:14-16 (New International Version)

Jesus Rejected at Nazareth
14Jesus returned to Galilee in the power of the Spirit, and news about him spread through the whole countryside. 15He taught in their synagogues, and everyone praised him.

16He went to Nazareth, where he had been brought up, and on the Sabbath day he went into the synagogue, as was his custom. And he stood up to read.

This one always makes me think - Jesus was rejected in his own town - because they knew him - from the beginning - It brings to mind the seemingly lack of appreciation that many of us feel... Kind of like - the difference in how you're treated at home - at your parents home - and at work.... I'm a kid in one place - a wife in another - and a leader in another ..... but I'm never all at the same time...

Jude 1:20-21 (New International Version)

20But you, dear friends, build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit. 21Keep yourselves in God's love as you wait for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to bring you to eternal life.

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I need to remember to expect the best - from those I work with - to those I work for... I think I'll begin praying this way....

Life Lessons with Max Lucado - A glimpse of glory -

Psalm 1 (ESV) - Bible.Logos.com

Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the wicked.

Delight in the Lord.. Meditate on the word of the Lord day and night

Proverbs 8:34-36
34 Blessed is the one who listens to me,
watching daily at my gates,
waiting beside my doors.
35 For whoever finds me finds life
and obtains favor from the Lord,36 but he who fails to find me injures himself;all who that hate me love death.”

Romans 4:7-8 Blessed are those whose lawless deeds are forgiven,and whose sins are covered; 8 blessed is the man against whom the Lord will not count his sin.”

Ephesians 3: Prayer for Spiritual Strength
14 For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, 15 from whom every family3 in heaven and on earth is named,16 that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18 may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19 and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. 20 Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

James 1:12 Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.

To be blessed of God!


Phil 4:4-7
4 Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. 5 Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand; 6 do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Now - THIS is a verse I can hold on too!


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Father, may I always be aware of the pot holes in the short cuts. Show me how to be ethical, and do your will, at all times.

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I need to remember to not always get in such a hurry. I wonder at times, why am I not ----- why do I still do ---- ? God is faithful. I do see him working in my life but at times it seems painfully slow...

I first started praying for a quiet and gentle spirit when I was a new believer. I remember being at Hume Lake in the early 90's and telling Terri Frigulti that when I grew up I wanted to be just like her. I remember her telling me that I should want to be like Jesus. She was right (even though it hurt my feelings)... I do want to be like Jesus, but I so get in the way at times. November 2008, I resigned from my position of working in the sound booth at GCC. In a letter responding to my resignation, Pastor Brian thanked me for my quiet and gentle spirit. 17 - 18 years later. It's really taken a long time.

What makes it hard, is you can't always know how you are perceived. So for years, I perceived myself as a "cut up" always making jokes, and no quiet spirit at all. Sometimes you have to hear it from your peers. Father, help me to share the positive character traits in my friends. Lord, I know that I'll need to do this at work - and it's a good thing. Build others up. Forgive me for not taking the time to do that now. I desire to have an encouraging heart. Instead I look at things through my own eyes. Forgive me..... Show me things you love about your people. Father, forgive me for always looking at the negative.

Daniel Chapter 6

To have such faith in God - to not fear the Lions Den - Incredible!

Daniel 6

Character of Fear

The character of the wicked is fear -

Proverbs 28

¹ The wicked man flees though no one pursues,
but the righteous are as bold as a lion.

Revelation 21:8

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⁸But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—their place will be in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death."

There have been many times that I have not done something out of fear. Father, I don't desire to be cowardly. I desire to stand firm - in all things, Lord.

Character of the Saints - Fear God

Mal 3:16, Acts 10:2

mal 3:16-17

16 Then those who feared the Lord talked with each other, and the Lord listened and heard. A scroll of remembrance was written in his presence concerning those who feared the Lord and honored his name. 17 “They will be mine,” says the Lord Almighty, “in the day when I make up my treasured possession.Or Almighty, “my treasured possession, in the day when I act

">a I will spare them, just as in compassion a man spares his son who serves him. 18 And you will again see the distinction between the righteous and the wicked, between those who serve God and those who do not.

Acts 10 At Caesarea there was a man named Cornelius, a centurion in what was known as the Italian Regiment. 2 He and all his family were devout and God-fearing; he gave generously to those in need and prayed to God regularly. 3 One day at about three in the afternoon he had a vision. He distinctly saw an angel of God, who came to him and said, “Cornelius!”

4 Cornelius stared at him in fear. “What is it, Lord?” he asked.

The angel answered, “Your prayers and gifts to the poor have come up as a memorial offering before God. 5 Now send men to Joppa to bring back a man named Simon who is called Peter. 6 He is staying with Simon the tanner, whose house is by the sea.”

I so desire to be seen in God's eye's, as God Fearing! I also pray that I will finish strong, that I will always choose life, and that my prayers and gifts are acceptable to God.

These verses help, because I believe I'm getting ready to do battle, God is preparing me for something that I don't want to do. This time, I want to stand firm, and trust in God alone.

Fear B

Ephesians 6:9

19 Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, 20 for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.

Psalm 27

Of David.

1 The Lord is my light and my salvation—

whom shall I fear?

The Lord is the stronghold of my life—

of whom shall I be afraid?

2 When evil men advance against me

to devour my flesh,Or to slander me

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when my enemies and my foes attack me,

they will stumble and fall.

3 Though an army besiege me,

my heart will not fear;

though war break out against me,

even then will I be confident.

4 One thing I ask of the Lord,

this is what I seek:

that I may dwell in the house of the Lord

all the days of my life,

to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord

and to seek him in his temple.

5 For in the day of trouble

he will keep me safe in his dwelling;

he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle

and set me high upon a rock.

6 Then my head will be exalted

above the enemies who surround me;

at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;

I will sing and make music to the Lord.

7 Hear my voice when I call, O Lord;

be merciful to me and answer me.

8 My heart says of you, “Seek hisOr To you, O my heart, he has said, “Seek my

">b face!”

Your face, Lord, I will seek.

9 Do not hide your face from me,

do not turn your servant away in anger;

you have been my helper.

Do not reject me or forsake me,

O God my Savior.

10 Though my father and mother forsake me,

the Lord will receive me.

11 Teach me your way, O Lord;

lead me in a straight path

because of my oppressors.

12 Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes,

for false witnesses rise up against me,

breathing out violence.

13 I am still confident of this:

I will see the goodness of the Lord

in the land of the living.

14 Wait for the Lord;

be strong and take heart

and wait for the Lord.

What do I fear? Where does fear come from?

Fear - a

July 19th - My mom's birthday. I'm not sure Tony realized the day - maybe he did... Friday night, as we were talking - an amazing thing happened. First off, it was for the most part a pretty calm conversation. No yelling(until the end, when every other word was a curse word, and Craig told him he needed to not talk to me that way) - he called me names - but they were more to hurt me, than belligerent name calling. At one point, I realized that I was dealing with more than a brother doing drugs. I'm dealing with spiritual warfare. It was bound to happen. Craig and I have been praying for Tony and Katie for some time. Since about the time they moved to Eureka. I've also been growing closer to God, and that is going to affect the way things happen as well. (but that's another story - for another time)

I think this is my new favorite passage at the moment -
Ephesians 6: The Armor of God

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

19 Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, 20 for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should.



12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

My struggle isn't with my brother. I love him very much. I believe that Satan would like to see the love torn apart. Currently, I don't much trust him with my emotions - but God can heal that. Our battle is against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. The battle isn't against Tony - but against the forces that want to see his soul destroyed. There is a great battle going on for him right now- even when we aren't talking. I am praying that God will complete the work he began in him - even before he started attending church in Modesto. Tony met the Lord in High School, and has been running ever since.

Friday night, I saw first hand - what I believe was demonic work. Tony said a few things - that were weird. The whole evening was weird, but when I confronted him on getting into some type of drug counseling, he dismissed it by saying if it wasn't court ordered it was a waste of time. I reminded him again about First Step - he asked, 'through your church?" "yes" And then his face kind of contorted, and his voice was different, "I don't like your church" I don't LIKE your church "I don't like YOUR church" I felt as though Satan himself was telling me that he doesn't like my church. I think that's a good thing - and more the reason to pray for the church...

As typical in many relationships where there is drug abuse - there are boundary issues. (I really need to go to first step on Tuesday) I feel as though God is working in me, and with Craig's help and being in the Word, my boundary's are firm. This is evidenced by the various ways he tries to manipulate - manipulate may not be the right word, but I think he's so used to getting his way - by different tactics, that as soon as one tactic doesn't work - he tries another one. So, Friday's tactic didn't work - he left. Didn't hear from him on Saturday, Sunday he phoned, and is questioning the trust. I'm OK with that, except that there were some implied threats. He doesn't think I'm handling things appropriately. (Although that didn't seem to matter when he dropped Alan off and the kids cleaned everything up - it doesn't seem to matter to him that Deven has pretty much done ALL of the upkeep on the property since before my mom passed away either) He told me he was homeless last night - which he is - but it's really by his choice. He was able to stay with us - he just had to do some things - because of his various issues. The last thing we wanted to do was to enable him. I don't know that he'll ever see it this way.

After our conversation last night - (he said something along the lines - I don't want to get anyone in trouble, I asked what he was talking about and he never really said. - he's either implying a threat, that since he thinks I'm mishandling the trust, that I'm going to get in to trouble - he's started something - or he's going too) I listened, quietly to what he was saying - until he told me he understands me not wanting my kids to live with me. I interrupted at that point and told him he was very wrong, I do want my kids living with me - but they are young adults, and I understand that they want to live on their own. I think he hung up on me at that point. the phone just went silent. I wasn't sure if we lost connection, or he hung up, so I called back - and told him that...(wasn't sure if we'd lost connection or what)it went straight to voice mail. I was sick to my stomach at that point - it was as I was processing this - talking to Craig that I realized what happens is I begin to be fearful. Fear stops me in my tracks. I guess my response is to emotionally flee. Not deal with whatever. When hard conversations come up - I tune out sometimes. When I divorced, I left everything - because of fear of the fight. With the property - I quit fighting for it, because of fear - I just couldn't do it anymore... So now I'm on a quest to see what the Lord says about fear. I find it comforting, in Ephesians 6 that Paul prayed to not allow fear to get in the way of spreading the gospel.

Isaiah 47:1-11

Isaiah 47:1-11

What an incredible passage - God allowed his chosen people to led into captivity - the captors were cruel - and God exacted a punishment from them. They lost everything. Lord, I desire to always be in Your Will. Father, please forgive me when I wander off on my own. Please fill me with your spirit that I may grow to be more and more like you. I desire to not be full of pride - or hate. I desire your will for our lives. thank you for providing a savior.

I'm also praying for Tony right now - I know without a doubt it isn't my brother that I'm up against. I know that the battle we are waging is for his soul - it's against the principalities and powers, against the dark forces and rulers in this world. Last night, the eeriest thing happened. We were having a pretty intense discussion - I was pointing out issues that needed to be resolved. When he first came - he said that he'd be agreeable to counseling. Then it turned into mandated counseling by the county - and since he didn't have his paperwork - it was a waste of time to go.... I suggested First Step - the 12 step program at church - more than once. Last night when I brought it up - he had this weird look in his eyes - and in a really obnoxious voice - said I'm not going to your church. I DON"T like your church - I don't like YOUR church - I don't like your CHURCH. The strange thing - is that he did - both times he went - he did.... I felt immediately that it was demonic forces that I was dealing with. I wanted to lay hands on him and pray, but I was afraid. Lord - please give me the power in your name to pray next time I'm confronted with this. The way he was communicating - I'd say something - he didn't have a response - and then he'd change the subject. Again and again it went on. at one point, the same voice - and crazed look said he didn't like my house.... Thank you Lord - that if it is a demon - that you're hand is on our house - please continue to keep us under your care and love. thank you Father.

Bless the Lord

Cross references to Daniel 4:34-35

Romans 1:17 For Rom. 3:21; 9:30; Phil. 3:9

">yin it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, Hab. 2:4; Gal. 3:11; Heb. 10:38

">z“The just shall live by faith.”

The Lord Speaks

Job 38 Then the Lord answered Job out of the storm.

He said:

2 “Who is this that darkens my counsel

with words without knowledge?

3 Brace yourself like a man;

I will question you,

and you shall answer me.

4 “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation?

Tell me, if you understand.

5 Who marked off its dimensions? Surely you know!

Who stretched a measuring line across it?

6 On what were its footings set,

or who laid its cornerstone—

7 while the morning stars sang together

and all the angelsHebrew the sons of God

">a shouted for joy?

1 John 5:19 19 We know that we are children of God, and that the whole world is under the control of the evil one. 20 We know also that the Son of God has come and has given us understanding, so that we may know him who is true. And we are in him who is true—even in his Son Jesus Christ. He is the true God and eternal life.


1 Thes 5:

16 Be joyful always; 17 pray continually; 18 give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.

19 Do not put out the Spirit’s fire; 20 do not treat prophecies with contempt. 21 Test everything. Hold on to the good. 22 Avoid every kind of evil.

23 May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. 24 The one who calls you is faithful and he will do it.

Something good is going to happen today!

That's what Pastor Mike said on Sunday anyway! And it's really true - regardless of other "things" that happen during the day - something good normally does happen every day! It looks like Craig might be back to prison in August... :) Yesterday - we met Clarissa and Kyle at the Lemoore Marina - I got to kayak for 1 1/2 straight hours...loved it... looking forward to taking jet ski's out with Deven when he comes back from his event in Temecula.... I might even get a kitty today.... or a puppy - but with Buster and Gizmo here, and going to the coast tomorrow...that should probably wait.

Today's reading is Daniel 4: 34-35 (starting at 30 for context)
Daniel 4:30-35

Nebechadnezzar had to spend 7 periods of time in the wilderness, eating grass with the cows - he was an incredible king - that didn't give God the Glory - but God was using him for His purposes anyway. I'm amazed at God's hand in Nebechadnezzar's life - and then - he lifted his eyes, and praised God. I am holding on to this verse - for my brother. Tony is going through a period, where I don't think he's recognizing God and his power. I think he's running from the Father. When he finally looks up and see's God - amazing things are going to happen in his life....

Father, thank you for using Craig and I - please continue to lead us. Love Tony through us. Thank you for your hand in our lives.

God is sovereign over everything - including all of the inhabitants of the earth.

His kingdom will last forever - it is an everlasting kingdom that will last from generation to generation.

Visalia's Groppetti Automotive holds second auto job fair | visaliatimesdelta.com | Visalia Times-Delta and Tulare Advance-Register

Times Delta Article - Tony is quoted :)

Visalia's Groppetti Automotive holds second auto job fair | visaliatimesdelta.com | Visalia Times-Delta and Tulare Advance-Register

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Daniel 4

Wow - In the Dare to be God's Messenger - study guide by Kay Arthur - Day 11 has your read Daniel Chapter 4. http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=daniel%204&version=31

This is an incredible chapter. King Nebuchadnessar has a dream - about a strong tree, it reaches to the sky, feeds the beasts and the birds, but an angel cuts it down. The interpretation from Daniel says that the King is the tree, and he will be cut down, (and basically go nuts) - God's hand of protection will be removed from him and he will live like the beasts of the fields. Dew will lay on his body, he will eat the grass, and live like the beasts live. This will last for a period of time. During this period of time, he will come to realize that the Lord is the god most High...and He rules over mankind and bestows it on whomever He wishes. He will then come to his senses, and he will exalt the King of heaven.

This is - in a sense what Craig and I pray for often. First that we would remain humble and true to God's leading. That God would use us, which is a bit scary at times. But we have also realized that while praying for the salvation of others - they may go through really hard times - in order to recognize that God is Who He Is.

Father - I thank you for your Love. I thank you for getting ahold of my heart without the trials some have had to endure. I continue to lift up those that Craig and I are praying for. I ask that even if it appears as though your hand of protection has been removed, that you will still call them. Give us strength.

How time files

Last night was my last night in class. I still have until July - I need to finish my research project, but after that...I'm DONE with my Masters. I was pondering all of the things that have happened since I started this program. Wow, God has surely blessed me...

Let's see - I started the program in August of 2007

• I took the test for my Administrative Credential in September 2007
  
• My mom died in October 12, 2007
• I found out I passed the admin test October 12, 2007 (Sat)
• My Grandma's memorial service was one week later
  
• I walked/ran a marathon the next day
  
• November 07, the most incredible man in the world proposed
• Spent through March - planning a wedding
• March 15, 2008 - I married my best friend
• May 2008 - I interviewed for, and received a position at our school for Learning Director
• July 2008, I started my new job
  
• December 2008, Craig graduated from the LVN program at Fresno Adult
• January, 2009, We started faithfully attending First Assembly church - I have been so incredibly blessed by following my husband
  
• February, we went to Santa Maria for him to take his boards - and he passed
• March 2009 - I was diagnosed with skin cancer
• April 2009, I started a short series of spot removal
• April 2009, Craig came down with Valley Fever - was sick for 5 weeks
• April, 2009, also bought my purty little Toyota Solara
  
• Now he works at Corcoran Prison and goes to school full time for his RN
• May 2009, were privileged to be able to allow two of the sweetest little boys from Africa come stay with us for the weekend.
  
• June 6th - First time at doing the Lemoore Mud Run - our team time was 1 hour 24 minutes. Will eventually get a movie up on YouTube.
  
• June, I rode my little 3 year old - Mary - for the first time....
  
• Later that day - I completed my last class - now it's just the project and I"m done....

All I can say is - Thank you Lord for giving me the ability to do this.

Another well written article in the Times Delta - about VCIS

We are all looking forward to the move... :)

http://www.visaliatimesdelta.com/article/20090605/NEWS01/906050306/1002/NEWS01/VUSD+charter+school+program+will+move+into+space+previously+occupied+by+Chapman+University

Lemoore Mud Run

What an incredible time! Somehow - Marissa told us about a mud run - and a few of us at work decided to take on the challenge. It was out at the Navy Base in Lemoore - and benefited a children's hospital. We had such a blast! It was a five mile course, with military obstacles. Craig was our official camera man - he ran quite a bit too! Hoping that next year - more of our teachers - and maybe students will do it! Team VCIS included: Marissa Castro - Danny Cantelmi - Greg Bentson and myself.

Visalia Charter Independent Study

Great article about the school I work at.... Sometimes, I'm amazed at the Times Delta :) We do give grades... but other than that - good work!

130 students to graduate from Visalia Charter Independent Study

Shadrach & Yafesi's pictures

This is the slide show of pictures from Shadrach & Yafesi's visit last weekend.

The weekend

When I asked Craig if we could be a host family for some of the children from Children of the World Choir - http://www.worldhelp.net/Children-of-the-World/cotw-about.aspx - I never in a million years expected to be so blessed! As an American, I like many others, have taken so many things for granted...such as a loving family that stuck with me even in tough times.... Friday night we met at church with 5 other families for an orientation. Shortly after, we got to meet our "children". Shadrach and Yafesi - because we don't have any chilen's at home, nor do we have a swimming pool, Shadrach wasn't sure he wanted to come with us... Yafesi, on the other hand - was in the car pushing buttons.... LOL I made it through that...and even tolerated him honking the horn whenever he passed it... (Sorry Miranda and Deven - guess I had you too young... :) you may have been beat for that!) Friday night we went to Adventure Park and had a great time eating pizza... (You want Ketchup on WHAT?) Riding the bumper boats - OK, I didn't have a great time with that...- and riding the race track... We were going to have Aunti Karen with us, but she's alergic to cats - so we took her back to church.

Yafesi's reaction when we got to the house was... CARS!!! THERE ARE A LOT OF CARS!!!! LOL I don't think he understood that most of them don't run .... Craig took the boys to meet Goober (who was a chicken) and Ace - and to pick oranges. We had a late night snack of fresh oranges, then it was shower time - and bed time... How incredibly special it was to hear my husband read the word - and share with these little boys how much God loves them... wow, I'm tearing up just writing this!.

Saturday, we were up decently early (Ungodly early for Craig and I) Craig made breakfast - the boys ate a LOT... what healthy appetites. They wanted to watch tv - and ours doesn't really work - so we watched the Lion Witch and the Wardrobe - they loved it - and were able to appropriately share the symbolism between Jesus and Aslom... Next - it was off to the horses... Funny thing - the boys had more fun in the horse trailer, looking at the chicken sitting on it's eggs... Both boys got to ride Alex - and play with the goats and sheep.... Yafesi helped feed - while Shadrach roped everything he could!

We had to rush home - (they weren't into that - Uncle had to scold them) so they could have lunch and nap before their 5 PM show at church. I left to take Aunti Karen with me for a pedicure... Very nice - relaxing afternoon.... Got home in time to get on the road again - and off to church. They put on such a good show - it was really incredible....especially after getting to know the boys. After church, Jay, Michelle and Donnie came by for dinner... the boys got to have a "chilren" come over for a while.... Got a late start to showers - and bed...but all in all it went well.

Sunday was hard - we had to say goodbye to these wonderful sweet little boys... We stayed to watch their show again - and then said our goodbyes... they will forever be in my heart though..and I would host again in a minute!

Sadrach & Yafesi's visit May 2009

Getting better

It seems my lip is getting better every day. It still has sensitivity to it, but it's not as ugly as it was a couple of weeks ago! The stitches on my chest are a little annoying, even if they are a pretty dark blue! But, I can tell that's healing pretty well too. I think I'll start swimming again - and working out the upper body - next week.... 2 weeks should be long enough! :)

Craig on the other hand - isn't healing as quickly. But, I do see improvement every day - sometimes he even carries on a conversation in the morning.... Pastor prayed for healing last week - I'm going to believe that whatever it is Craig has - God will take care of it! He went and had an x ray on his lungs yesterday - he said there were spots - so my guess is it's Valley Fever - guess we'll know for sure next week.

Some good some bad

I had the spot on my chest removed yesterday. It was a little....stressful! I guess redheads take longer to numb - 5 vials of lidocaine - and I STILL felt some of the cutting... NOT good! About 3/4 of the way through, it hurt like heck... He thought it was just pulling, but it wasn't, I could actually feel the skin being cut away - other than that... :) It wasn't that bad! I have a before and after picture.... There are 17 stitches this time - over an inch long...it's incredibly tender - and tight... I'm praying they got it all..I really don't want them to go back and take more!

The first pictures is the spot that they took - he circled it with purple pen to show how much he needed to take around it - he showed us what looked like the roots...hoping he got it all! the second is the stitches - today.

Back to the Doctor today!

I had my follow up - remove the final stitch appointment today. The lip is healing really nicely...so he decided to do 2 more biopsies... one on my nose - and one on my chest. The medicine HURTS like heck! But Craig was there to keep me company! We scheduled surgery for the 17th (Fri) of April at 3:55 for the basel cell on my chest. They have to take a pretty big piece of skin - and said I need to limit my activity for 2 weeks... HUH? I think I will still be able to ride - and maybe to the eliptical.... I don't want to quit training!

OK - off to the office for a bit - then the gym - then maybe see my kidlets at the ranch. I love spring break!

Getting Serious!

OK! it's time! The lip has healed - enough I think..that I need to get back into training! So, it's time to get back into the groove - 2 weeks off is pretty bad... Today I ran a little over a mile (I think) well walked jogged/ with the Goob... but it's not enough... so I am going to try to blog about the training.. they may be short.. or long blogs - no promised... This is the plan for this week - good thing I'm on vacation! :) Not sure if I'll attempt the swim on Sunday - Craig is off, and he's more fun to hang out with...


2009-04-05 »
Swim: 45m | 2000.00 yards

Strength: 1h 15m
2 Leg Squats, Bent-Arm Pulldown, Leg Press, Seated row, Leg Extensions, Hamstring curl

2009-04-06 »
Bike: 45m | ---
Run: 20m | ---

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2009-04-07 »
Swim: 30m | 1400.00 yards

Strength: 1h 15m
2 Leg Squats, Bent-Arm Pulldown, Leg Press, Seated row, Leg Extensions, Hamstring curl

2009-04-08 »
Run: 30m | ---

2009-04-10 »
Bike: 45m | ---
Swim: 45m | 2500.00 yards

2009-04-11 »
Bike: 1h 15m | ---
Run: 15m | ---

Praying God's Will

Craig and I found another house we really like - but we are seeking God's will more.... There are so many reasons that we think we should have it.... from financial - to ministry, and we think it would be perfect, but we want God's perfect will. If we do get it, we know it would be a gift directly from God's hands.... Pray that we (*I*) am content with whatever God leads us too. :)

About healed!

I can even smile!

Not much to talk about! My lip is about healed - just in time to get another biopsy on Monday?

Stitches removed

I had my check up on Monday - the doctor said my lip is healing well, and then asked if I could not talk for a few days. I laughed. How can *I* NOT talk? :) Between work and having to do a presentation at class on Monday night - not talking wasn't really an option. So, he took 11 of the 13 stitches out. The final two were left to keep the cut closed. It's not looking too bad - and I may upload a picture later (of today) I do have one from yesterday - it's really healing quite nicely. :) I go back on Monday to take out the last 2 stitches. Then I'll schedule my next appointment to begin to remove the other spots. The doctor wants to go slowly, to not cause so much trauma. My lip is still a little crooked... but all in all - I'm good with it!

Ephesians 4

I'm back to my study on Ephesians. Wow - Ephesians 4 is FULL of great stuff! I will copy and paste the entire chapter at the bottom of this post. Since I haven't written about my study in a while - you can check out the link to Kay Aurthur's page - Precept Ministry. It's all about studying the bible on your own.

http://www.precept.org/site

There are tons of free resources for bible study at this page -
http://www.precept.org/site/PageServer?pagename=brd_PFL_download_archive

I know that I have the ability to become callous, I also know that I need God's leading and direction to not become callous. It is the cry of my heart, to be more like Jesus. Father, please use me, and change me. Please use my blog to touch the hearts of anyone who stumbles upon it. Bless those that you love.

Ephesians 4 talks about how we walked before we know the Lord personally, and gives us instruction on how we are to walk as His children.

The Old Lori:

• vs 14 - we walked as children - being tossed here and there by various doctrine - by the trickery of men that were crafty in their deceitful schemes.
• vs 17 - we walked in the futility of their own mind. (sometimes I still do - but being in the word helps to shut that off!)
• vs 18 - I was so darkened in my understanding. Excluded from the life of God and had a hard heart. I would say this is very accurate! I remember being 16 - at a poker game with Ray - thinking that one day, Jesus was going to come back to our world, but I had at least until 1993* (this was in 82) so I could keep partying as I was - Obviously I didn't know God at the time, but thankfully..... he reached me BEFORE 93 :) * that was a whole other story - My mom read Revelation to my brother and I when I was 5, he was 8. I remember being scared to death by the story. She elaborated, as only my mom could do.... But she had me convinced that the end of the world was going to be 2000. She also talked about the 7 year tribulation - so in my darkened hard heart - my thought was - to be safe - I'd give my life to the Lord by 1993, just in case she was off a little bit... Thank you Lord, for rescuing me sooner!
• vs 19 Callous - before we know the Lord, we give ourselves over to sensuality, impurity and greediness.
  
• vs 22 We are corrupt, lustful and full of deceit.

I desire to no longer live like that - Father, I know that I can only live in a manner worthy of you, if I allow you to fill my heart and my mind. Thank you Lord for your love.

How we are supposed to live - as Children of God.

• vs 1 - Walk in a manner worthy of our calling
• vs 2 - humble / gentle / patient / tolerant / in love - I know that at times I don't live like this at all, but I also know that God is growing me - and I am much more like him than I was 20 years ago! For that I am very Thankful!
  
• vs 3 diligent / preserving the unity of the spirit in the bond of peace / We have GRACE through Jesus!
• vs 15 speak the truth in love
• vs 23 be renewed in the spirit in your mind. Allow God to teach you how to think like Him, meaning you have to know Him. In order to know Him - you have to read the bible - because He shows Himself there.
• vs 24 Be like God in His righteousness and holiness
• vs 25 lay aside falsehood, speak the truth to each other (in love - see vs 15)
• vs 26 It's OK to be angry - but don't sin in your anger. (Don't pay back evil for evil)
• vs 28 Do not steal, but work so you can help those in need (kind of goes hand in hand with the don't be greedy part)
• vs 29 Let no unwholesome word come out of your mouth - when you speak - do so to build others up - not to tear them down
• vs 31 Get rid of bitterness, wrath and anger - there should be no slander or malice in us
• vs 32 Be kind, tender hearted and forgiving

Father, thank you for your word. Please give me the words and the wisdom to share you and your love with those around me. Use me to encourage and build up your children. Father, help me to be a leader that seeks you. I desire your will for my life.

From biblegateway.com

Ephesians 4

Unity in the Body of Christ

¹As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. ²Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. ³Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. ⁴There is one body and one Spirit—just as you were called to one hope when you were called— ⁵one Lord, one faith, one baptism; ⁶one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.

⁷But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it. ⁸This is why it^a]">[a] says:
"When he ascended on high,
he led captives in his train
and gave gifts to men."^b]">[b] ⁹(What does "he ascended" mean except that he also descended to the lower, earthly regions^c]">[c]? ¹⁰He who descended is the very one who ascended higher than all the heavens, in order to fill the whole universe.) ¹¹It was he who gave some to be apostles, some to be prophets, some to be evangelists, and some to be pastors and teachers, ¹²to prepare God's people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up ¹³until we all reach unity in the faith and in the knowledge of the Son of God and become mature, attaining to the whole measure of the fullness of Christ.

¹⁴Then we will no longer be infants, tossed back and forth by the waves, and blown here and there by every wind of teaching and by the cunning and craftiness of men in their deceitful scheming. ¹⁵Instead, speaking the truth in love, we will in all things grow up into him who is the Head, that is, Christ. ¹⁶From him the whole body, joined and held together by every supporting ligament, grows and builds itself up in love, as each part does its work.

Living as Children of Light

¹⁷So I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live as the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking. ¹⁸They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts. ¹⁹Having lost all sensitivity, they have given themselves over to sensuality so as to indulge in every kind of impurity, with a continual lust for more.

²⁰You, however, did not come to know Christ that way. ²¹Surely you heard of him and were taught in him in accordance with the truth that is in Jesus. ²²You were taught, with regard to your former way of life, to put off your old self, which is being corrupted by its deceitful desires; ²³to be made new in the attitude of your minds; ²⁴and to put on the new self, created to be like God in true righteousness and holiness.

²⁵Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body. ²⁶"In your anger do not sin"^d]">[d]: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, ²⁷and do not give the devil a foothold. ²⁸He who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with his own hands, that he may have something to share with those in need.

²⁹Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. ³⁰And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with whom you were sealed for the day of redemption. ³¹Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. ³²Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.

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