I often times feel quite depressed. Why is that? Why is my emotional bank account so low? Why dont I trust people? Lord, I need peace that passes all umderstanding. That my heart and mind would be steady and safe in you. Jesus...please fill me. Please fill my husband. Love him through me and allow me to feel his love.
Pastor padilla wrote: my intent today is to be a light that shines out of darkness. To love without limits and give what ive been givin!
Todays scripture:
Philippians 4:4-9 NIV
Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
Leviticus 19:18 NIV
“ ‘Do not seek revenge or bear a grudge against anyone among your people, but love your neighbor as yourself. I am the Lord .
Luke 10:27 NIV
He answered, “ ‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind’ ; and, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’ ”
Father...please fill me with your holy spirit! That I would be able to supernaturally love my neighbor, and my husband, and my co-workers, my children, the children you put at valley life, and their families. Please father, give me grace and peacenand a full heart today, no matter what else comes my way. Go before us today. Fill steve with your love and compassion. Above all, givenus a sense of humor that comes from you
http://bible.com/111/MRK2.1.NIV A few days later, when Jesus again entered Capernaum, the people heard that he had come home. They gathered in such large numbers that there was no room left, not even outside the door, and he preached the word to them. Some men came, bringing to him a paralyzed man, carried by four of them. Since they could not get him to Jesus because of the crowd, they made an opening in the roof above Jesus by digging through it and then lowered the mat the man was lying on. When Jesus saw their faith, he said to the paralyzed man, “Son, your sins are forgiven.” Now some teachers of the law were sitting there, thinking to themselves, “Why does this fellow talk like that? He’s blaspheming! Who can forgive sins but God alone?” Immediately Jesus knew in his spirit that this was what they were thinking in their hearts, and he said to them, “Why are you thinking these things? Which is easier: to say to this paralyzed man, ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or to say, ‘Get up, take your mat and walk’? But I want you to know that the Son of Man has authority on earth to forgive sins.” So he said to the man, “I tell you, get up, take your mat and go home.” He got up, took his mat and walked out in full view of them all. This amazed everyone and they praised God, saying, “We have never seen anything like this!” Bible.com/app
I would never tell him I didn't think we could ever communicate....
I asked him if he ever thought we could cimmunicate...He said he was beginning to highly doubt it.... then left to Fresno.
Lord jesus....what do I do?
Never thought that I would hear my husband thought it highly likely We could communucate.... I know you mean me.... I'm sorry that I don't meet your expectations.... I re read some very personal blogs of mine...This is not a new place for us.... I guess it's up to us to choose to work past it, ignore it or come to terms with it. I'm exhausted with always being wrong. I'm not sure you're capable of thinking you ever do anything wrong.... I'm tired of stuffing my feelings...just as I'm sure you are. Everything is always my fault.... communication...financial....everything... I am taking full responsibility. ... ..I'm sorry for being such a dissapointment....
http://bible.com/111/LUK6.38.NIV Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.” Bible.com/app
This doesn't just mean monetary giving. Be kind to others and they will be more apt to be kind to you. Love others....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qoh26pC2RT8&feature=youtube_gdata_player
No matter how close or distant I am, God is always with me.
His timing is always right. I was reading "The Confident Woman" this morning, and the two days I needed to catch up on talked about fellowshipping with our sin or with Jesus. I would much rather fellowship with Jesus! The last time I blogged, I was fellowshipping with my sin!
The second day talked about approval addiction. I have struggled with approval addiction. It is ok to want approval, but we shouldnt need it. We should always know that we do our best....and that Jesus loves us....even when we mess up.....but what is it imside of us that we need approval?
