How

I dont know how to talk to my husband.     Today he said I should get rid of m6 horses.   Father...this is who I was when we started dating.

I have been feeling for a long time that he doesnt love me for me but for the idea of who he wants me to be.   Hed like me to quit work...get rid of the horses.....kick miranda out.. .no chickens..nothing unless he says it ok. 

Im tired...lord, I want to turn to you...
Please help me.  Help me understand and express myself in a way that is pleasing to you.  Help craig have ears that hear....

Ephesians 5:1-2 NIV

Follow God’s example, therefore, as dearly loved children and walk in the way of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.