Monday, February 24, 2014

http://bible.com/r/3D.3y Today I am reading day 246 of Joyce Meyer: Promises for Your Everyday Life - a Daily Devotional:

1 Timothy 1:16 NIV

But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of sinners, Christ Jesus might display his immense patience as an example for those who would believe in him and receive eternal life.

Showing mercy to those that we feel don't deserve it is hard.  I'd rather run to proverbs and find a verse that says they will get theirs.   Lord jesus.... you have been so merciful to me.  Forgive me father when I choose to not show mercy.  Fill me with your spirit that I would be more like you. 

Please help us with water and with knowing what to do with this property. 

Lead miranda to a job that you would have her do..if the current one is not your plan for her. 

Give us wisdom and in site into the whole Natalie Vigil thing... 

Let me get by today and be joyful...With your Holy Spirit. 

Thursday, February 20, 2014

God's word is always on time and always relevant.

http://bible.com/111/JAS3.1.NIV Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly. We all stumble in many ways. Anyone who is never at fault in what they say is perfect, able to keep their whole body in check. When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell. All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and sea creatures are being tamed and have been tamed by mankind, but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be. Can both fresh water and salt water flow from the same spring? My brothers and sisters, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water. Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth. Such “wisdom” does not come down from heaven but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic. For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice. But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness. Bible.com/app

Saturday, February 15, 2014

Just today

http://bible.com/r/3D.3p Today I am reading day 237 of Joyce Meyer: Promises for Your Everyday Life - a Daily Devotional:

Today, Craig and I went to the second day of the love and respect conference.  I have not been very respectful of his authority in our marraige. 

Lord I am giving our marraige to you.  I need to be nice to my husband but often tim3s feel so uncared for.   I don't know if it is me ..him or both of us.  I feel judged and lacking.  I told him I am letting go of control of the property.  If he wants to move to Fresno when sandi moves out I am ok with that.  I am ok with being here too but want running water.    I don't want to be a millstone around his neck.  I don't want to be a burden nor have the property be a burden.  Jesus help me to trust in you.  I am sad and afraid.  

Giving up

http://bible.com/111/GAL6.9.NIV Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers. Bible.com/app

It is much easier to give up...I seem to just before my miracle.....   I want to stay strong.  I want to understand where God is leading us.   There is so much trouble in the world and here I am...sad that we have very little water.... so much cancer out thete.  

I am a contentious wife.   Lord JESUS change me....  I want to choose joy..... love peace patience kindness gentleness understanding...

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Setting boundaries

Focus and energy

Thursday, February 6, 2014

The Daniel Plan

We need to learn new thinking skills, such as learning to replace negative thoughts rather than resist them.  Whatever you resist, persists.  The more you fight a feeling, the more it controls you.  The secret to victory over temptation is simply yo change the channel of your mind.  Refocus your attention on something else and the temptation immediately loses its power over you.  Rick Warren,  The Daniel Plan

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Questions.....sadness 1/20/14

I often times feel quite depressed.    Why is that?  Why is my emotional bank account so low?  Why dont I trust people?  Lord, I need peace that passes all umderstanding.  That my heart and mind would be steady and safe in you.  Jesus...please fill me.  Please fill my husband.   Love him through me and allow me to feel his love.